Monday, June 13, 2016

Tomorrow I'll be 30...

Finally the dreaded day is upon us. All the craziness of the past two years and all the posts have led up to this day. Tomorrow I will be 30 and honestly? I'm not dreading it at all. I'm not really looking forward to it either because well, it pales in comparison to all the wedding stuff I still have going on, but I'm not not excited about it. And that my friends is a complete 180.


I will continue to write in here up until after my wedding and then I'll shut this down and start anew.


So many adventures ahead. I can't wait to see what the future holds.







Thursday, June 9, 2016

22 Days Out

It's two days from being the 20 day mark. It makes me incredibly nervous. Not in a bad way just a: Is everything going to be remembered? way. I have this underlying fear that I'm going to forget my underwear or something.

This past Saturday I had my Bachelorette party and it was Awesome. It wasn't what I had ever envisioned, it wasn't very traditional, but I really enjoyed myself. And I have the cuts on my feet to prove it. New shoes don't make for great shoes...but then everyone already knows that.



We went out to a Bar that I host at for my Social job. There were 13 of us in total and we ate and carried on. The bar even gave us a complimentary bottle of Champagne. Then we left and walked to the Hudson River Park Pier to take a party boat around the Hudson. It had music and a bar and was so much fun.

Honestly all in all, with everything falling to bits and planning this thing in a little over a week, I really had a great time.

The fiancĂ©'s bachelor party is this Sunday. Originally I was worried and nervous about that but I've come to a point where I'm comfortable with it. I know he loves me and would never do anything to hurt me, so I know it will be okay. Him and the guys are going to Atlantic City and getting a room, having some strippers and hitting some bars after.

I can not believe how close my wedding is. All the years of life I wanted to become a wife, all the failed relationships and all the time the fiancĂ© and I have been together. Its downright unreal. Moving into the house has been the greatest thing that's happened. When I do occasionally stay at my mom's its weird. We both wake up in a funk. We love being together. I look forward to the day with nervous anticipation. 22 Days out and I can't wait.